Sitting here in the house I did most of my growing up, I have a heavy heart. It is being remodeled and sold. My life is changing but this is just a physical reminder that the only thing that stays the same is change. I don't know what will happen in the next few months until I graduate. I don't even know what will happen by the end of today, except I will end up back in College Station. I just know the Lord is by my side. That fact known, I am called to walk a narrow road of righteous decisions. Sometimes this is not easy, and many times I do know even know what my next step on this narrow road should be. I just pray that in this time of change and fear the Lord will walk me through this huge cloud of uncertainty. This is the first time in my life that I have not been sure of what to do with my life. The answers should seem to be clear to me, but I can't seem to shake this fog and figure them out.
I want so much for my life. I am stubborn. I am a dreamer. Above all, I am a new creation in the Lord. Sharing this with my sisters is a gift that I have always dreamed of having. It has finally come true. It is one of the most beaufitul things in my life besides the fact that I have sisters and neices and newphews, and brother! My family is gold to me. They are my next breath! They are encouraging me on this narrow road and helping me find my way. I can count on them and know they will be there through everything...because they have been. Thick and thin. Being the youngest is scary but I know they have all got my back.
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